Why can't you see your slowly killing me. no, not literally. but your actions tear me apart. why is it so hard for you to just show compassion, love, hell even responsibility to your own kid, ME! Don't you see that I've grown up right before your eyes and you know nothing about me. Who am i? what have i done? what are my plans? where am i? who am i with? can you answer all of these without a smart ass answer? NO because you hide behind your hard ass smart ass self and raised me to do the same. Which is probably why I'm fracked up today. you have destroyed me. instead of raising me to be ME, you raised me to be just like YOU. not in the literal sense that you might think but instead in a sense that was subconscious in a way. a smart remark here or there when i wouldn't handle or do things the way YOU would. Causing me to change who i was to not get the hard lashings from you. to become this hollow shell when inside I'm begging and pleading for you to jsut accept me for me not who you want me to be. I'm no longer your art work. I'm changing and you don't even notice. open your eyes. pull your head out of your ass. show some emotion it wont fracken kill you. Care about me and MY life for once instead of thinking that everything i do that's not YOUR WAY is wrong. I'm not who i used to be. I'm a whole new person. A brand new me.